We are never ever getting back together!

Here i am! Standing infront of beach,alone. Such a loser! Ok! Back to reality. Say hello to single lifeeeeee! Hmmp i can see myself living in miserable,heartbroken and loser without you in my life. Being in dumb by someone you love so much is the awkwrd moment in your life and being cheated by your own boyfriend is the suck feeling ever. Ive been thinking lately that people seems so heartless these days! Well karma on track.

JEALOUS !

I don't know where to start with my thoughts now and to describe this one words but it almost killing my day, my mood, my life and my relationship... I try to get over it but i can't do that till i making a lots if haters to my self.. Living in this kind of life are sucks till i can't describe my own decision and my instinct :(  Its all about our surrounded and our feelings, i guess but this is not what i want !! 

WHAT SHOULD I DO ?? Should i motivate my own self to leave it in simple way... i cant even think what i should do to brings this things get off in my life :(

no more unknown people.

I write this blog because i will pour out my feelings that annoyed me. So only me can read it. so it will keep as PRIVACY. TQ 

I am a HOT TEMPERED !

I cant believe that my hot tempered will be getting worst. Actually I'm not like that, i use to be patient and stay cool what ever it is not just scream to her face and do things that not healthy. i don't know why i have to that with Raine. This habit are not healthy to my self or our relationship, hopefully i will cool down and speak politely to her. Having in this situation give me awareness to myself and I'm afraid that she will hate me and would not be able stay longer. I hope i have a solution for this matter. I don't know how to reduce this anger from myself. maybe because shes the one that i very comfortable with and i trust her so that i will do anything to her. My bad i have to apologize but i don't know if she will forgive me now ?? :(

If you keep your phone away, your money will away too.

I'm worried about huby BB phone.I hope magical will do something with our life. aby phone getting and getting worst. Feel sad, 1st i still cant afford to buy a new one for aby because now i focus on my study and i didn't do any part time job. 2nd we in budgetting our financial problem. and lastly we should greatful for what we had now and 1 day "the day" will coming.

Planning a holiday with my lovely sister!

My sister and i leave far from each other, I'm at melaka my 2nd sister at johor bharu and my eldest sister at sabah with my mom. i miss them so much! i will do anything for them. we whatsapping just now and i decide to spending more time when i and my sister going back to kk. yuppie! we will comfort our self with spa, gossipping while dinner and shopping! we will love to that. productive activity aite! super duper excited.

Life are Unpredictable !

seriously, i dunno what kind of posting i should feel in here. after i watch AWKWARD movie now i know i can tell my life or "my jenny from the bottle" here. Lol and i know I'm outdated from this blog but why not from my story of life people can search their on life, life are unpredictable! living in collage are horrible life after you growing up and finalize your real life is. Being in 20 years old I'm getting matured and boring but i don't know am i should act like this or still like before party non stop, waste money or shopping. naaaa! i don't think so. I'm not life in rich family, i have to get my own things with my own money. so now i should be careful for my financial in future.